Greetings from God and Christ His beloved Son!!!! I love this whole idea around blogging, self expression and whatnot, they why don't I do it (that's another topic). I'm sitting in a very unique place, it's get more unique by the day, I've never been without a job this long involuntarily ever in my life. There are good days and challenged days, days when I'm full of hope, and days when I could use some more. Praise God that I'm saved by His grace and can turn my troubles over to my Lord and savior Jesus Christ!!! You may ask, why has it taken sooooo long to find a job, easily one could point to the horrid condition of Northern California schools, the federal budget situation and on and on, but quite honestly I wasn't a good enough steward on my last two Sacramento area jobs and the Lord had just had enough!!! Sure there may have been other circumstances that will remain unproven but bottom line it comes down to me. What did I do to remain employed, did I go the extra mile, put in the extra time, seek answers when I had questions...NO!!! I'm putting my family through some tough times but I remain faithful and I trust in the Lord, I've got work to do on myself, I'm not sure I've even changed much, unfortunately I'm very selfish, there's no blessing in it, i need to humble myself, repent, ask for forgiveness and make amends, only then might I hear from the Lord!!!
